Wednesday, July 13, 2005
pretty unhappy this few days. dont ask me why. i duno why. i wan to know why. tell me why.
but i felt quite relieved ydae. he came and talk to me. short but sweet. nice. i teared after tt. i haf been waiting for sooo long. yah. at least there is something to be happy abt. :)) jus felt a lil more happy.
actually im not very very very sad. or very very very happy. im jus normal. maybe there ish nothing to be happy abt. sooo im lydat. i nid to get a life man. im not a party animal. but still i nid to do wad a girl shud do. i nid to shop. i nid to eat. i nid to swim. i nid to come online. im being jus super bored with my life. all i do is train like a machine. and our goal is so far. ok i think i shud set short term aims. to get myself motivated. :) im getting it back. yes i am. i will be wad i was.
it seems like i haf a lot of things to sae. but i jus duno how. and i dun haf the time to. oh wells. it's another tutorial day for me. i nid to get alot of stuff done. yupps. see you. i will come during the weekends. :))


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MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs